My name is Audrey i am 39 yrs old a single mother of four children and one granddaughter. my two daughters are 22 and 21, my two sons are 18 and 16. My granddaughter is 6 months old. My children and I have lived in Arizona now for 14yrs. I decided to move here to have a piece of mind and tranquility with change on my mind away from any one thing or person that reminded me of negative memories. I have raised my four children under a stricken intense sheltered life not sharing them with many outside of daycare, schools including very few friends or even family members trust is very hard for me to except from others taking alot out of me to let my gard down learning to laugh and let loose was not something my children was accustomed or exposed to coming from me im that mother who ask 100 questions before I allow my children to be apart of or around going outside with out me present just didnt happen i have had a tight grip on my children and our life because I have been a child of abuse and come from a lengthy list of family members of abuse of every form from heavy street drugs and alcoholism domestic voilence down to child molestation even the worst of within my immediate family members. My only way of breaking that cylce of all stems of abuse I prayed and my cirlce is consistent and small that I would share my children with. Just being constantly paranoid that I could trust no one unless they were on the same page with me at all times while I would be away from anyone of them for any reason.  i cant handle not being able to handle a situation that arises when it takes place I love to dicipline my children with love and affection in mind for their own sake using my words verbal or my facial expressions even a house shoe with no hesitation at all making them understand all reasons behind the dicipline.  Im not here to go on and on. I am here to humbly ask for help with paying for legal fees for a situation far more out of my parental reach and financial reach on my own. My 18yr old Son who was 17yrs old at the time of being accused of many criminal charges and in order to have representation that is adequate and competent to handle his case we must hire our own council and I have researched and prayed for God I to lead me to that person and he has now I am reaching out to who ever is reading this and hearing my cry for help to financially reach a goal of 60,000 for the fees that will help my son reunite with his mother and siblings and reach his life goals my son has suffered from depression since he was 3yrs of age stemming from his Dad and I splitting up several times and moving to Arizona since he has grown from 3yrs old he  has also had to deal with many backvto back deaths in our family one death particularly heavy on his depression and also on my three other children is my mothers death to whom is one of the individuals iv ever really shared my children with because I could trust her as I endured all her  pain she carried in her  heart also a very depressed person. my son after her death has not been the same. He suffers from several health issues stemming from this depression and worry life we have lived. I need the financial contribution to help achieve paying for representation please share my cause to help my son thank you for all help possible. Audrey G