Trevor William was found April 2 (the day he turned 3 months) by his mother (me) face down in his blanket. His father preformed cpr on him desperately while waiting on the ambulance. He was taken to St. Bernard Hospital and than air lifted to Children's.
He spent 6 days admitted with his father and I at his side. On the 5th day his CT scan results were heartbreaking. His whole brain was swollen with no chance of recovery. Not wanting his life to feel like a waste I contacted the Louisiana Organ Donor Program. Only to find out he was ineligible for organ donation, but they could harvest his tissues ( heart valves).
So we spent our last hours with Trevor. I took all the wires off of him that I could (iv's etc) and held him for a while. Finally I let the nurses come in and take him completely of life support. In the rocking chair I sat with him rocking slowly back and forth. I clutched Trevor gently in my arms, with his head resting in that special spot on my chest that every mother knows