Im known to everyone as granny or mama. Im trying to raise money for a home to get custody of my granddaughter and also help raise my grandson. Im very much involved with my grandkids. I have 11 of them with 9 from my eldest son thats in a correction institution now for a year on a 20year sentence. My second born is also in corrections now 10years. My daughter has 2children. Ive been on disability since 1993,I have not let the struggles of my disability get in the way of me working as much as i can being a morher,granny,sister,aunt or friend. I've been through many changes and obstacles in my life some I brought on myself an some that are just life changeling. Ive recently lost my apartment do to being assaulted by my ex and ex he remains. I got charged for defending myself an the case was dropped February 14th 2019,but in the process my apartments made me leave and the incident didnt happen there I was just arrested at my apartment. I was there for 3years. Before that I lost my mother's home an ran pillow to post for 5years. I have obstacles in my way which is financial and background  that prevents me from moving into another apartment,I figured let me try and buy my own home seeing what the cost of rent today. I could own a home for myself and my granddaughter/family as I always have help in every way that I can. Im not looking for extravagant I'm looking for moderate and of convenience. My granddaughter is in the 10th grade in celgene 10th in her law class. Will be attending a university for her 11th n 12th year of schooling. With that being said I would love to help her strive and reach her goal as an attorney as well as help any of my grandkids or family strive to do better. My teenage granddaughter is having major issues at home with her mother. Her mother has said she doesn't want her there anymore. Im not in the position to get her do that I've lost my place. So I'm at this point where I want to step in and help my grandchild. With a home this would not only benefit her it helps me as well as helping all my grandkids that which I try to be and stay relevant in their lives as much as life and their mothers allow me. I'm a woman of never giving up even with all 8 back surgeries 4 knee 1 being a knee replacement and both disk in my neck being worked on an now having a second neck surgery coming. I have my disabilities but nevertheless will not let it keep me from living the best of what my physical will allow. I'm just a woman thats gone and going threw a lot and just wants to help my granddaughter/grandkids and myself. Again my name is Vanessa but called granny or mama by all, an loved being called granny at the age 32 now 48 the sound of the word is even more so of embarrassment. A woman of whom just wants help with getting her life back on track for the sake of herself to be able to be there for her granddaughter/grandkids and family which is so important to me. Thank you! For any and all help.