at the age of 60 tragically my life is pending.if you don't bother to read my story please share my link.for four years I have been diagnosed with this terrible disease.i am afraid,every time I lay my head down,I pray for another day.i feel like I have nothing to live for.there is days I feel so sick.doctord attributed to being post partum and all of my blood work is normal.my experience  persistent abdominal pain which led to further testing. a colonoscopy revealed a mass that was biopsied adenocarcinoma.my following appointments become clear that cancer had metastasized to my liver.lymphnodes,and possibly lungs.i do not fit any of the criteria for colorectal cancer.i do have a family history who have lost their lives to this disease. I am experiencing chemo infusions and trying to feal with this covid 19 restrictions.on my.infusions via pump over 46 hours,a more effective form of theraphy.these infusion occur every two weeks.my treatments and chemo meds will not be covered.i dont have and cannot afford insurance.i am asking for $50,000 dollars to cover some of my expenses and theraphy.snd other financial barriers.lets start off by knocking out this fundraising goal to keep the future costs less donating as treatment continues.i am a senior citizen,I am smart,compassion,loyal and my heart is full of faith I love every body and I will help anyone. I have 3 kids, three grandkids.i dont want to leave them.i am a member of the plne grove bailey church a true Christian. i dont want to fail,quit,giveup please consider giving in finance and prayers.thank you